All I want right now...

... is to snuggle up with him, hold hands, cuddle, kiss him, hug him...

Sleeping

Today I woke up early (9 am) because there's a lot for me to do today. When I woke up I saw his cute face. (I think we mentioned before that we sometimes do sleepovers by video calls?) Anyway, it made me proud because I know that I have the cutest and the best boyfriend in the whole world.

(I think I'm gonna set my alarm this early every time we do a sleepover hahah)

I just love this girl! I want to kiss her so badly!

19th of July 2013

The date in the headline will from now on be an important date for us. This is the date when we decided to call ourselves a couple. I didn't think something would feel different just because we call ourselves a couple... I mean ever since we knew we love each other we behaved like if we actually were a couple. But actually things did change. Things changed a lot. The butterflies i had before started to move even more, I'm happier than I was before... There are small things that changed to the better, and now I finally understand somehow when people say that the small things matter the most. It makes sense somehow.

Even though we call ourselves a couple we didn't make it official yet. Somehow it feels better to meet before telling our families and friends that we're a couple. It's easier to explain everything then and less people will judge us. I know it's easy to say "stay strong and support what you believe in" but it's not an easy thing to do. 

HER

Sometimes you got to do things,you don´t want to do...

I have been in vacations for one week...and somehow I don´t know what happened to me.I caused some problems again,but as always we managed it...

I don´t want to go into details,but I just love this girl so much! :)

So the last days we had some trouble again,but we solved it...as always :P

It kind of feels like everything makes us and our relation stronger!
Also we have been together for 25minutes....but then she left me,because she needs a meet before she can be in a relation :P

Furthermore I can tell to have the best future girlfriend ever!
I promised to come for visiting her this summer....Due some problems I probably can´t keep my promise...

But instead of getting mad,she is still giving us other chances to meet and I´m just happy ot have such a nice person at my side :)


"HIM"

It's getting closer and closer

So the fight he posted about last time was a real nightmare. I never want to go through that again. Ever. On the other hand this dispute only made our relation stronger, so I guess it brought some good things too... Which we should be thankful for.

Anyway, enough about the sad parts now. The past is the past and from now on it can only get better. And I'm pretty sure it will!

After all there's one thing I'm sure about: There's nothing we can't get through.

HER

If we were not meant to be together,this post would not exist...


Yesterday we had a big fight caused by different wishes and opinions.
We both were not ready for a compromise and carried on the dispute.I can tell that we never had such a dispute...

For me it seemed like the end,the end of the project "long distance relationship".At some point I totally lost my hope,I felt heartbroken.Also I gave her a promise in the past,that I will never stop loving her or break up...Well yesterday I thought I knew why promises about love aren´t good.
I thought I stopped loving...

But in the end we solved everything again and we had one of the most cozy nights ever! I just have to share what she told me:
She said that she needed to find herself,but now she found herself where I am !
:)

Conclusion: Our love will always carry on :)

"HIM"

Some insperation

Dreams

Last night I had one of those dreams again. Everything was perfect. We were cuddling in a bed, he wore no shirt and i could feel the smell of his skin. He was hugging me tight and I woke up happy. I'd give anything to make it reality. 

"HER"