I just love this girl! I want to kiss her so badly!

Sometimes you got to do things,you don´t want to do...

I have been in vacations for one week...and somehow I don´t know what happened to me.I caused some problems again,but as always we managed it...

I don´t want to go into details,but I just love this girl so much! :)

So the last days we had some trouble again,but we solved it...as always :P

It kind of feels like everything makes us and our relation stronger!
Also we have been together for 25minutes....but then she left me,because she needs a meet before she can be in a relation :P

Furthermore I can tell to have the best future girlfriend ever!
I promised to come for visiting her this summer....Due some problems I probably can´t keep my promise...

But instead of getting mad,she is still giving us other chances to meet and I´m just happy ot have such a nice person at my side :)


"HIM"

If we were not meant to be together,this post would not exist...


Yesterday we had a big fight caused by different wishes and opinions.
We both were not ready for a compromise and carried on the dispute.I can tell that we never had such a dispute...

For me it seemed like the end,the end of the project "long distance relationship".At some point I totally lost my hope,I felt heartbroken.Also I gave her a promise in the past,that I will never stop loving her or break up...Well yesterday I thought I knew why promises about love aren´t good.
I thought I stopped loving...

But in the end we solved everything again and we had one of the most cozy nights ever! I just have to share what she told me:
She said that she needed to find herself,but now she found herself where I am !
:)

Conclusion: Our love will always carry on :)

"HIM"

The moment

It´s just awesome to think of that it was only 1 moment - some seconds -
we clicked on the same button and got connected in a chatroom(Omegle).

Few seconds later it could have been another person I´m chatting with,so I´m kinda convinced that it was destiny we have met in internet and fell in love :)


"HIM"

What will my friends think?

Somehow it feels strange to tell your best friends about the thing we are having now...

It was already difficult to find the right moment and the words for telling about having a friend in another country.And now telling them about being in love and being in a pre-relationship which will hopefully turn into a distance relationship?:/

What will they think? Will they support me?

These are the basic questions you ask yourself...I still dont know when or how I will tell them,but I know when I introduce her to my friends they will understand why I chose her :)


"HIM"
 

I feel terrible seeing how "she" feels and how difficult this relation...or pre-relation can be...

But I guess we are doing well and we manage to live our lives without 
leaving anyone behind.Of course sometimes there are lonely moments where you miss eachother and sometimes there is less time.But all in all I can look back at a perfect time and I wanna move on with this :)

Just as my good old childhood idol said:
"To infinity and beyond"
Buzz Lightyear :)

Where are my words?

Sometimes I just don´t know how to express my happiness.
It is so difficult to describe how you feel.The feeling,it´s there and you want to know everyone about it,but your words are missing:/

Maybe it sounds cheesy,but I will try to give you an overview:
Just imagine you get to know someone randomly..You turn out to be friends and the friendship grows.
There are also problems - maybe even lies - and in some moments you get depressed and want to give up.
But during your friendship you see you friend as a girl,not just a friend.You start thinking that you fit well together,because you have shown it in your friendship....So why can´t there be more?
You´re in love now,but your dreamgirl is far away.Not just in miles,she also has a boyfriend...

You want to stop loving,but it is difficult.You found out she is "the one"...
Furthermore you are still friends and a good friend is helpful.So you are supporting her relation.
Your only hope is that she will discover your qualities as what she needs for her partner.

That´s what fortunately happened to me :)
The waiting was worth it and in my mind I already know,that when we´ll meat I have "my one"...

...and then I´ll never let her go ;)

"HIM"

Never ending space? It´s as simple as it sounds.
Two friends.Fallen in love.

Details? We are two friends - a 19 years old guy from Germany and a 17 years old girl from Sweden - that met eachother in a chatroom. In 2013 we are friends since 3 years and we have gone through a lot of stuff and difficulties.
Today we are in love and this is our story of endless possibilities :)

"HIM"